Recently I've not been sleeping well. Frequently I can only fall asleep with the light on. Perhaps the light can scare the shadows away. I have been thinking a lot about that little girl who was abused. I know it was me but I feel somewhat disconnected from her like I'm watching her and am scarred for her. I think I may be grieving for her and because she is me - grieving for me too. Maybe this video will make more sense...